Not a good day...

This may have been one of the worst days I've had in a while. I can't believe how much I ate today ): I feel so fat and disgusting. Why did I let this happen? I don't know what to do. I've talked to several different people about it and they all say I'm wrong for trying so hard. Maybe that's why I practically gave up on myself today. Haven't finished working out yet so I'll have to do that tonight. Just wish they would hear me when I tell them how bad I want this. I'm going to work on improving my pages. Hopefully I can get my mind off things for a little while....